I would be lying if I said my life was perfect

I Sit On The Edge Of My Bed Wondering What Im Going To Write. As My Grandma Passes My Room Heading For The Kitchen And My Uncle With His Heavy Feet Stomp To The Bathroom And My Foster Brother Sitting In His Room Doing nothing and I Sit Here In The dark Room slanting My blinds Just Enough To Allow In Just Enough Light In Not To Harm My eyes. So What Do I write. Do I Tell You I’m A Depressed 18 year Old, Who Smiles To Pass Away The Pain And Trick Average Eyes To See Happiness. A Girl Who Really Has Never Had Her First Real Kiss. Or That I Have Never Been Really touched By A man In My Life. Or That I’m 50 Pounds Over Weight. Or That I’m A girl Who’s Dead Beat father Left Her Life At The Time She Really Needed Him. So I Would Be Lying If I Told You My Life Was What I Dreamed Of Full Of Happiness And Love. But If You You Read My Blog Don’t Feel Sorry For Me But Help Me Aware People Of The Danger Of Depression.


2 thoughts on “I would be lying if I said my life was perfect

  1. Your life doesn’t have to be perfect for you to find happiness. My life is far from perfect but I’m trying to find my own happiness even if it’s separate from that of my family’s. I’ve been through depression and its not fun. At one point, I didn’t think I was gonna make it through it. What’s important is that you have someone to talk to… even if it’s not a family member. It may be a friend or co-worker or pastor. Just someone that you can trust and that wants the best for you. I’m still working through my issues but I’m not in the place I was before. I’ve started to trust God more and confide in my mother…. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me ( if you want).


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